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happy birthday sugar britches. [08 Aug 2002|04:24am]
[ mood | tomalbanamagu ]
[ music | the birthday song playing in my head ]

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday dear beau
happy birthday to you

<3

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i thought this was neat. [30 Jul 2002|10:26pm]
[ mood | still sad ]
[ music | american nightmare - please die! ]

the letter )

i really love that letter.
sorry about caps but i wanted to keep it like the original.
i love my mom.

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ugh on your face [28 Jul 2002|04:18am]
[ mood | wet ]
[ music | the shins - know your onion ]

jessica and billy came over on friday
that was quite nice
not a whole lot happened
besides laying around
but i enjoyed it much
some guy came over looking for some hispanic lady
he wanted to return her jumper cables
a little while later he came back
he asked if we had ever heard of the gospel
then he started preaching to us
billy started talking back
and i helped bring in the groceries
after that i didn't go back out
i just talked with jessica for awhile
yeah good times i must say
i would've seen jessica today
but fucking jim

<3
the ry guy

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avril: marry me [26 Jul 2002|10:01am]

i hate these online tests
but i <3 her
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today: jessica and billy - eep! [26 Jul 2002|09:54am]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | lowell james - stupid me ]

yesterday:
nick never called jerk
april called and asked if i wanted to see a movie
eventually i hopped on a bus and went over
me and some cute asian boy from dannys walked instead of waiting for the bus
got there and had a drink or two
(tried to) walk up to desert ridge
that place really annoys me for some reason
ran into sarah and her boy
went and had water and chips at on the border
(i of course did not eat)
after that we met up with jessica and lisa(?)
we walked for a little bit
but i "just said no" to their mary jane fest
so april and i walked up on the bridge and said bye
after that we walked up and got our tickets
i wanted to see if greg was working so we went to Port O' Subs
sadly he wasnt - and i was forced to eat
i felt really icky after that
at 8:30 we headed up to AMC
found our seats and watched the movie
i think i fell asleep a couple times
i can't get up at 5am and walk around all day
her mom picked us up and dropped me off at home
not much
but getting out of the house is nice

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i can't wait until this hits video [25 Jul 2002|11:33pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | the beatles - "across the universe" ]

minority report was awesome
i want to go see it again now
someone else go with me

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[24 Jul 2002|08:58am]
[ music | avril lavigne - complicated ]

get this song out of my head
i love her and all
it's just too catchy

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[24 Jul 2002|07:08am]
[ mood | empty ]
[ music | scandal - i am the warrior ]

i give up on trying to sleep
i layed in bed for about an hour and a half
my eyes didn't open until i was just like forget it
got out of bed and found that grandpa was online
walked up to the business center
no one was online surprise
even grandpa wasn't online
so i left the business center
on the way back to the apt. i ran into "maintenance man"
i really like that guy
i think i want him to be my big brother
like those big brother big sister programs
yeah i want him
anyways
here i am
bored
im going to go watch movies i guess

<3
bye

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[23 Jul 2002|04:31pm]
OPIVY KNWLEDGE: someone told me you tried to comit suicide
lets hate ryan: who said that?
OPIVY KNWLEDGE: alexa
lets hate ryan: jesus she talks a lot - ryan is so anti-suicide it's not even funny
OPIVY KNWLEDGE: o ok then
lets hate ryant: ive been sad but yeah :-\
OPIVY KNWLEDGE: she said you were in the hospital and shit... well cheer up, life is to short to be sad all the time
lets hate ryan: some people talk too much - but yeah - im cheery most of the time - but love is gay

yeah i forgot about my whole suicide attempt
wait it never happened
fucking big mouths
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[21 Jul 2002|05:36pm]
[ mood | shitty ]
[ music | sksk - changing priorities ]

fucking away messages
send me back to the days of aol 3.0

staying in bed until 5 makes me feel like shit

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today should be just like yesterday - dull [20 Jul 2002|07:56am]
[ mood | chilly ]
[ music | styx - renegade ]

this is definately getting old
im not tired
but do i really have anything better to do?
well, no

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[19 Jul 2002|06:07pm]
[ mood | artsy-fartsy ]
[ music | talking heads - don't worry about the government ]

i started this down at the business center.
i thought it was cute - enjoy
beau and i )

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[19 Jul 2002|04:49pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Hot Hot Heat - Inventing Words ]

not having friends is lame
im sick of doing nothing
someone play with me

oh yeah - the phone's hooked up now
someone talk to me
ryan is bored

(602) 404 - 6469

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[14 Jul 2002|09:38pm]
[ mood | not sure ]
[ music | new kids on the block - i'll be loving you (forever) ]

you don't see it, and it hurts.

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i can no longer dry my eyes [13 Jul 2002|10:19pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | i hate myself - less than nothing ]

you think when she broke my heart,
she could've given me the peices back.
instead of continuing to break them.

i hate meaning it when i say "i love you"
i wish i could just lose every feeling/emotion.
i wish i didn't have to wish so much.
i wish i had someone who could dry these tears.
i wish there was someone who could keep me from feeling like this.
..i wish

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long. [13 Jul 2002|07:34pm]
[ mood | not too shabby ]
[ music | the hollies - bus stop ]

the last couple days have been pretty nice.
in case you missed it:

< review>
thursday(bus adventure#1):
beau came over and woke me up around 12.
i took a shower and we walked up to party city and the comic store.
after that we stopped at subway and returned home.
boredom set in, and i decided we should go out and do something.
we grabbed some change, and hit the bus-stop.
first we stopped off at his house so he could put his bag down and get money.
after that we went to fry's to look for hair-dye and to turn change into dollars.
then, i stopped off at circle k, got an icee (m'm) while beau got some nasty looking strawberry thing from mcdonalds.
after that we hopped on a bus and took it down to 32nd st. and bell.
of course, CDGB's is no longer there (*mumble*)
we walked around that area for awhile.
then we hit another fry's with really expensive hair dye.
we walked for a bit, beau stopped in at long john silvers, peed and we left.
then we looked in dairy queen to see if jamie was working, she wasn't.
we got to the pvhs area and waited for the bus.
got on the bus and then went to hollywood video/wal-mart.
i looked at some little boy clothes, and checked for Ghost World, but just got some hair-dye.
we saw mitch up at baskin robins, he said he was going to see like mike. haha.
i miss mitch, 5th-6th grade were good times.
anyways, after he drove off, beau gave me a kiss goodnight and i headed to the bus.
i waited for awhile, reading "the beat" because i had nothing better to do.
i finally got on the bus and i heard a love-connection behind me.
these two black people were talking and they got eachother's digits.
it was so cute.

friday(#2):
beau came over and woke me up around 12 something again.
i took a shower, mom then dicked us around and finally said she wasn't going.
we would've gotten on the bus, but we missed it.
so we walked up to fry's, beau turned change to cash.
after that we walked over to zia and looked around (found nothing).
we were walking over to go to circle k cuz we were thirsty, but the bus was coming.
we speed walked to the bus, got on and headed to savers.
before savers we stopped at the circle k, and got these really nasty icees.
you couldn't like suck anything out but air, and even that made me gag.
so i just tossed it on the ground, what a fucking waste of money.
i looked around at a bunch of shit but didn't have too much money.
i tried on this really cute womens jacket thing, but yeah.. it was expensive.
i got a really dark pair of brown pants that i <3.
2 button up t-shirts. one is peach-ish/tan-ish, and the other is kind of cowboy-e, and striped.
after that we stopped over at subway, grabbed a bite to eat.
walked around that area and stopped in at some 99c. store.
i got this really cool fan thing, and we looked at a bunch of really neat stuff.
we then proceeded over to the bus stop, but the bus came before we got there, so instead we went to "a second look."
beau is so sweet, he got me this new kids on the block video that i love.
we went into the other second look and amanda was in there.
she didn't see me so that was cool.
the lady told us to leave our savers bags at the front.
like i was really going to fucking steal something.
anyways, i got this really cute stuffed turtle.
we went back to the buses and headed home.
when we got there my mom told me michael had called.
so i figured i wanted to go to 5 and diner, i should invite him.
he came over around 6:30 and we drove up to 5-n-D.
we all just got some shakes, and picked some hits from the juke-box.
then the fat balloon-animal maker came over and made me two birds kissing.
it's so friggin' cute.
i asked the waiter for some change.
then i asked for 2 dollars in quarters.
and he's all "how about 1".
oh ok, just give me what i want jerk.
anyhow, i played some music and we enjoyed our malts.
then we got the bill, and beau left a tip in change, and in the shape of a flower.
we got out of there, michael dropped us off and we decided to walk up to peter piper pizza.
luckily hector was working, he gave us some free tokens.
we played some games, got some tickets and used them to get jessica a ring, and me some slime shit.
it was really gross, but i was all playing with it all the way to blockbuster.
i didn't have my card, so we went home, got it and went back up there.
i rented ghost world, so i could tape it.
we came back home, talked to jessica and billy, and barny on the phone for awhile.
< /review>

all in all; i've had fun.

xoxo
ryan

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